The Cat-Lady told me last Thursday that I need to carve out an hour of the day for myself, "me time". She is my therapist that I have had for 3 years or so, and I call her The Cat Lady because she has 8 cats (and two dogs) :D
I told her I can't get going with the programme I was so successful with last year, the one that I lost 40lbs with. The winter is over, the sunshine is back and I have a great incentive to get on with it and lose as much weight as I can in 6 weeks. My daughter gave me a plane ticket home to Bermuda. If that isn't a kick in the proverbial ass I don't know what is.
I told her about my kitchen mess and that my recumbent bike needs fixing and I hadn't listened to my hypnotic recordings in over 2 weeks. If I can't find 1/2 hour for that recording it's not gonna work for me right?
My new sink, counter and cupboards were put in yesterday. All that needs doing is to hook up the water to the sink. It looks just beautiful. So why am I not happy and ambitious and unloading all these boxes that were getting on my nerves for over 2 weeks??? The sun is out brightly shining, I love the sun don't I? So why am I not cheerful and looking forward to life?
Above all I have my plane ticket home with Amanda and Max, all very happy things for me right around the corner.
I have my medication, check. I have The Cat Lady rooting for me as she always has, check. The Hypnosis guy has done his part by the hypnosis sessions, and the recordings, check.
Even the damn sun is up in the sky shining away just like I like it to. The sun is doing it's job, check!!!!
I need to get on with it. I think I will try to find that undisturbed 1/2 hour and listen to my recording and take it from there. Everybody else finds time for what they want to do and they certainly don't consider my feelings on the subject.
Soon as DH takes his shower and he can watch Max, hopefully I can carve out 1/2 hour undisturbed peace for myself. It's the only way
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