Life's Iritations Make Me Eat

Hypnosis, exercise, good eating goes out of the window when things drive me nuts or my orderly day is disrupted. Nothing I can do about it but add to the misery my fat body endures now...I eat

I didn't expect the kitchen to be torn up today, thought that was due tomorrow. So all of a sudden I find myself pushing stuff out of the way. Everything had been all cleared out but over the weekend a few things had crept back. We have to live here, right???

Then the day is crappy, well nothing I can do about that. My boss called and wanted to know if I could come in for a couple of hours. I remembered the cupboards and found a good way out. I told him if he needed me another time this week to let me know. I am working Friday.

That whole nursing home is under quarantine, there is flu, upset stomach etc going around. I just didn't feel like facing it all today at short notice. I had a weekend of it and I can only do so much in 5 hours.

DH is complaining all the time that is normal for him. In fact if he doesn't complain I think he is sick. But it's the same old bullshit day after day after day about things I just can't do anything about.

My daughter calls and says her ex is going back to work and he won't be able to help out as much. I told her not to worry we will think of something later. My main problem with him is on school nights. While he is the sunshine of my life and I would kill anybody who tried to hurt a hair of his head, I can't control him physically anymore. He is autistic and can be good as gold or a monster and just the thought of getting him showered, teeth brushed and in bed by 8pm makes me a shaking mess. I will do what I can I told her.

Cost of the day so far:
2 grape pop tarts, 4 Oreo cookies and a huge Italian spicy grinder.
And God knows what else.
I just don't deal with life well do I. No wonder I am so fat