I have a good 15 minutes before my bed-time meds cut in and make me drowsy. Right now I am having problems with the fuzzy vision again. I have tried not to spend so much time time on here so that my eyes wouldn't be strained as much. What I don't get is that about 2 months ago I had no problems spending hour after hour at my games, or looking things up. Now I don't enjoy it because things are so blurry. Yes, even with my expensive new glasses. Which really frosts me, seeing as I paid so much for them.
I see the Eye Dr. again on Feb. 4, and I will complain...if I can wait that long!!!
Meanwhile I am still starting the day off right diet-wise and then going down hill steadily in the afternoon. I think it must be stress. I have a situation I am living with made of many smaller situations that I can't really do anything about. Because I have always emotionally eaten, the least thing has me reaching for stuff I shouldn't eat. I know I sound like a broke record. People reading must think "All she does is say she is eating what she shouldn't. Why doesn't she get it right for a change?"
Yes there's nothing better that I would like to do but put down here that I eat exactly as I should and the weight is coming off rapidly. But you know I have this feeling that I am not the only one who struggles with emotional eating to cope. And I am very, very guilty.
So tomorrow is a new day and I will start off on the right foot like I do everyday. Wouldn't it be nice if I could keep to my good intentions and get through the day and not nibble on this and that. I am blaming it on the cold as well..anything and anybody but myself.
Because in the final analysis, it's me who puts the food in my mouth, me who chews it up and me who swallows it. I just have to try harder tomorrow
you right it is you how make the chose to do what you do.....but you can work just as hard at not eating it your coces........but bake to the most inporting thing is you should see an eye dr.asap
ReplyDeleteJim thanks for dropping by, I think I will call Dr. Liner this am and tell him what is going on. Maybe the new medication is making the problem worse, I don't know but something is wrong. If only I could get myself together and be able to think properly I would feel better about myself and my life. I am like you I hate taking my meds but what else can I do. The Abilify was working so well but I can't afford to take it
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